[When the family meeting ends, Wolfwood leaves to do much the same that Add does: wander the city alone in a vain attempt to cool off. Though, he wouldn’t even say he’s angry as much anymore as he is frustrated, anxious, and guilty. He knows he’s really fucked it this time, and as he says to Ezell later…he doesn’t know now if Ain will even want to be with him anymore, after this. Wouldn’t be the first time he’s fucked up this royally, unable to keep his emotions in check long enough to keep the peace.
He spends some hours ghosting around the city like this, not really feeling any better when all of the high-tech reminds him of Add, and the various food joints and clothing stores remind him of Ain. He smokes a whole pack, and he doesn’t feel better. Later, he will have that conversation about it all with Ezell. Does it make him feel better? Not…particularly, but it provides clarity through his cement block brain, which was needed nonetheless.
After all of this, he pulls out his phone and finds Add’s “contact” and sends him a message that he desperately hopes won’t just get flat-out ignored.]
After the fammeet disaster
He spends some hours ghosting around the city like this, not really feeling any better when all of the high-tech reminds him of Add, and the various food joints and clothing stores remind him of Ain. He smokes a whole pack, and he doesn’t feel better. Later, he will have that conversation about it all with Ezell. Does it make him feel better? Not…particularly, but it provides clarity through his cement block brain, which was needed nonetheless.
After all of this, he pulls out his phone and finds Add’s “contact” and sends him a message that he desperately hopes won’t just get flat-out ignored.]
We need to talk. Now.